#D5D6FF Donna's Weight Loss Journey: Not knowing what to do

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Not knowing what to do

I am up in the air about staying with WW. I have been going for over 14 months and have lost a total of 83.4 lbs since starting. I lost over 5 lbs before I started so that is a total of 89 in 1½ yrs. I really just don't want to continue paying for this anymore. I keep hoping that the pounds will drop a little faster than they are and it just isn't happening. I really don't have the money to spend $45 a month at WW, $40 a month at Curves. I know that Curves is really more important right now because the exercise is going to get the extra weight off and help me build muscle, not to mention that I signed a contract. I can get meeting support on-line and don't have to attend WW meetings for that. It's just that I have already spent so much money and I am so close to goal right now that I hate to quit and not make lifetime. That was my ultimate goal...getting lifetime membership at WW. I want to be able to stick with it and get my lifetime and be able to attend without paying anymore. It's just that money is so tight right now and the holidays are coming and kids birthdays. Stephen's BD is in 2 weeks and I have no idea what to get him for a present or whether we are going to be able to go to the farm this year like we always do to celebrate his birthday. Then next month is Cait's BD and then December we can't even discuss. Along with Christmas, is Bri's BD, and Chris's father's BD. Then in February, CJ will be 17. He was promised the new PS3 if he does good in school and I am afraid we aren't going to be able to afford that even if I don't continue WW. I am heading there in a little bit and we will see what happens. If I don't have a decent loss this week, then I am not going to continue going. If the weight isn't coming off at the moment, then I can stay the same weight even if I am not going. So that is it in a nutshell right now. Wish me luck, I really don't want to quit.

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